Anti-Social Personality Disorder: Pyscho/Socio-Path and relationships?

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I strongly believe I have anti social personality disorder. I have had trouble with girls all my life, anxiety is a major problem when talking to an attractive girl(I also find I am a womanizer, not only going out of my way to snub my nose at an unattractive whale, but I also enjoy playing with their heads making them think I am going to call them, etc).

So when I talked to an attractive girl in high school, I used to get really anxious and self-conscious to the point all I would do is think about things I could do all day to impress the girl or have her smitten. NOTE: I, in NO way did ANYTHING FOR the girls, I only wanted them to build my ego and use them for my own self-serving reasons(sex, alternative to boredom). When I did have my first real relationship(at age 18 &19), I would, some days, be so sadistic; i would put her down physically because I knew she was also self-conscious about her self. She would cry and I would even sometimes laugh and enjoy watching it. Of course I had her sister and mother fooled into believing I was some kind of charming, educated, chunk of relationship gold.

No everything is bad though. I have a 4.0 GPA in college, little bit of $, and luxury items.

I also seem to admire a life of luxury. I need expensive clothing, gold jewelry(chains etc), diamond pendants, leather briefcases, fountain pens. All that stuff makes me feel better about myself and it makes me believe I have a chance of being accepted by other in society. I have a great way in masking all my hidden ambitions and plans for the world.

I had HUGE problems masking my disorder in high school but I am becoming more adept at hiding the anxiety and the "hidden agenda". I truly think I will never be in love because of this.

I have asked many girls out on dates in high school but always got rejected; over 20+ times by girls rich and poor, short and tall. I have also gotten ridiculed by the girl, hit by a girl, and most of the time, just outright embarrassed in front of my peers. I think this is because I had big trouble masking my anxiety and womanizing in high school.

Now when I'm around beautiful women, or interact with them, I now prefer to treat them "less than". I know it kills them when I am not all over them trying to get into their pants. Their over inflated ego's get compromised and I see it as torturing them. This seems to work as I like to see others begging for my approval instead of the other way around.

So the question is: Will I EVER be able to meet girls and maybe build a sexual or loving relationship?

I am just figuring all this out and would appreciate some feedback.

Answer
i just think ur insecure, thats why u seek attention so much, and put ppl down
will you ever get a girl in ur life, highly doubtful
but hey, all uve got to do is fool her into thinking ur nice and charming and then after that, beat her nearly to death to make her stay with you, "im sure that will work."

She does not give much love in the relationship?

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I have just rushed into a relationship because of the parental and aging pressure. I proposed her on a romantic hor air balloon after 1 month we are in the relationship and 2 months we knew each other. I am 39 and she is 30. We are rushing after past relationships failed.

Finally, I have found that she just wants someone to get married. There are a couple hints from her. She told me that she is a high maintenanced girl, and is a shopping addictor for luxury items i.e LV, Gucci bags, Longin watches a lot and asked me if I can afford for her. She also told me that she does not have money to contribute to the wedding but she expected expensive wedding and large diamond ring. I told her that I did not like a material girl but she pulled me back with a promise that she would change her attitude after have a family.

I observed that she weared most luxury items when she was with me but not when she went to work (she is a scientist in phamarcy lab). She did not buy any expensive items when going shopping with me. If the items are more than $100, she told that they are expensive.

She made up a story that she dared spending $20,000 for an single European trip but actually she did not spend such amount. The trip was sponsored by her company.

We were organising a wedding in next year but we fighted because she did not want to contribute anything to the wedding. In addition, she was so interested in discussing how to manage money after wedding.

Another thing made me upset is that she was unhappy because the engagement ring is small immediately when I gave the ring to her on the hot air balloon.

It seemed that she wanted to send a message "only rich men should approach her" (though she has nothing).

In our relationship, she likes to stay with me most the time. She bought gifts (clothes, shoes, cards) to me.

Recently, she broke up with me just because I was not confident about this relationship. I felt she did not love me. I sent too many emails telling about my feelings, and they made her hurt.

It is one week after break up. I am still confused and do not know if I should take efforts to make up with her.

Answer
I would dump her quickly. I would not put up with her demands that you spend a lot of money on her. A woman that is only with you for the money is a parasite, not a true wife. Marrying for money is like the moral equivalent of prostitution. You should look for a woman that loves you and not your money.

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